everyday is a learning experience. i suppose that is just how life is and should be. everyday, something new. there is so much out there to know and feel. i know that i have done things in the past that have shaped the person that i have become today. i get that, and for the most part, i am ok with it. there are a lot of things that have become something so much more than they ever should have been, and for some of those things, i am quite grateful and others i am very ashamed. i have not lived my life in the most productive or satisfying way. i have filled my life with a lot of disappointment and regret. i have not learned my lessons time and time again. i continue to make the same mistakes that i told myself that i was done making.
enough of the pittyfest. i am not going to whine anymore about how i have so many mistakes in the past. i will not dwell on the things i cannot change. i can never undo what i have done, so from here on, i surrender. i will do the things that i will do and things will happen according to whatever happens.
having said that, a new day is dawning. no more promises, no more lies. to quote a band whom i love; "i will continue to give to this world, knowing i may never receive".
more and better update tomorrow.
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